Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Days go by..


I know it's been a while since I've last updated so here it is..
It's been rough living here.. so rough. I was babysitting for a while, until the girl I babysat for hurt her knee. So, she's not working. I've now been without money for almost a month and it sucks so bad. But.. recently.. today.. I got a job! I'm going to be working at Lowe's as a cashier! =) I'm so excited to have the opportunity to work for such an amazing and huge company like Lowe's! I'll update about that when I've been there for a while!
Last month, on the 8th, was the year passing. She's been gone for a whole year. Now, it's been almost a year and 2 months. It's so crazy how the days go by so fast. I have a special table in my living room where I have my mom's urn, some vanilla scented candles (her favorite), a picture of her and a beautiful angel figurine (the angel is the mother and there is a little girl holding her mother's hands, very appropriate for my situation). It's pictured above. Isn't her urn absolutely beautiful? Navy blue with doves. It stuck to me right when I walked into the crematory.
So, I've recently been introduced to the Twilight series.. Wow, it's amazing. I've only read the first book so far and searching for the New Moon book. I could buy it but I do want to save some money before I do.. BUT I CAN'T WAIT!! lol There was a preview of New Moon in the first book.. It was the first chapter and I shouldn't have read it now that I know I have to wait before I read it. I am officially addicted. Obsessed too. Edward is not as "hot" as the girls say. He's not physically attractive, but, as my sister in law said, his romantic tendencies tend to draw you in. I'm sure he says that too. He draws you in.. and he's the sweetest man to Bella. I'm excited to find out what happens in New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn books!!!!!!!!!
Well, it's time for me to head to bed. I haven't been to bed this early (yes, 1am.) in a looooong time. I just haven't been able to sleep as good as I'd like. So, here goes a try!! lol Goodnight all.
I love you!