Catching Up..

So, I haven't been on here a lot.. and, Brittany keeps asking when I'm going to post a new blog.. So, here it is Brittany!

I'm getting to the point where I hate not having a job.. I hate not having money, I hate sitting home and doing nothing all day. That's what I do and it sucks.. Horribly. Don't get me wrong, I clean up the house but... it doesn't take long because we keep it pretty much clean throughout the day and stuff like that.. but, it just sucks.

I'm totally excited to see my best friend, Amanda, tomorrow! I'm flying out tomorrow afternoon and then won't be back until Monday night.. All this time, I'm spending with her! Like she said on her myspace page: "It's been 3 years and there's been a divorce, two children and one tragic loss and it's well overdue." I am very excited to see her 2 children.. Alanna & Carter. I've never met them but I sent a lot of stuff to Amanda when Alanna was born.. lol I just cant wait.

There are a lot of times when I think that I'm not going to be able to go on anymore.. How am I living without her.. and Why?! I'm just.. overwhelmed and I just want my mom back. I'm like a lost child who wants her Mommy. Yeah, that's me. I'm lost. Where am I? Oh, yes.. I'm in Vancouver, Washington.. with no job. No friends, besides family.. and.. tons of friends in every other part of the United States EXCEPT here.. What am I doing? I have no idea.

Well, that's all I'm gonna give you today.. I will have a bunch more by Monday night or Tuesday after I get home from California!
I love you guys!